graysmoke

Sunday, November 30, 2008

The Personal Health Front vs Public Political Front

First the Personal -

The eye alas! shows no evident improvement, by my use of the Amsler grid, grrrr. That's the right eye. Now the good one, the left, which has never shown any disease process, seems to be starting a barely noticeable shading and blurring. Is this downhill slide in my eyesight going to turn into an avalanche........sure hope not. Or is the increased awareness making me a too critical self-observant patient now? Many questions, fewer answers, seems maybe I will need the specialist input.....I am not scheduled until January 06, 2009 for my next possible injection, but patients are told to always call is they suspect change, guess what I will do tomorrow?

On the Political Front-

Obama - in this time of multiple crises, seems to be more on top of it all than the incumbent.

The teams he has chosen and put to studying how to tacke a particular area on day one, is a wise move......no going off to the ranch whenever there is a problem requiring total focus. He's going to need all that stamina created by the marathonish campaign training.

I have one possibly big disappointment, if it becomes official this week that HC will be selected for SOS I will have a tough time swallowing that. I do not see that she is qualified, I think of her as a very abrasive personality, not what is needed in diplomacy, a know-it-all, unwilling listener. And the appointment if made and confirmed seems more like the old backroom political plum process. I happen to think Obama would have won without her and Bill's efforts.

Not a change that I envisioned. Governor Bill Richardson has better qualifications and keeps getting demoted in the cabinet choices. He had the education and the experience.

Here's a link that details this:

http://usliberals.about.com/od/stategovernors/p/GovRichardson.htm

Too bad the media didn't give more attention to this and less to the Clintons.


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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Meet the Grouch!

That's me today. Let me tell you why.

Maybe a tempest in a teapot but nevertheless it left me distressed and a bit angry.

I had an appointment to get my second eyeball injection of avastin for the macular degeneration in my right retina. I had the first injection October 17th and it went fairly well even though I was a bit apprehensive on a couple of scores. My retinologist that has been my specialist for years and years was not available at the office I normally use. This group has five office locations over the metro Phoenix area. I haven't counted the list of specialists in the practice but the list frosted on the window glass of the office lists them all and there may be ten to fifteen. My opthalmologist on October 16 decided that what he was observing required immediate attention so even though I had a standing appointment with my usual retinologist on the 23, he said not to wait and through his office he arranged for me to see another of the retinologists at the office closest where I normally go. To go to my regular one would have been a very long commute through the worst of Phoenix traffic. So I chose to see the new one after being assured by my op doc that he also was a top notch specialist and I confirmed that to my satisfaction by checking his credentials online at a website that the group maintains. The imaging (both fluorescin and OCT) confirmed that my dry AMD had morphed into wet and that I would most likely benefit from the fairly new treatment of eyeball injections with avastin and if that did not help retard the problem or eradicate it, then the other med would be tried. There is a professional and marketing hassle going over the use of avastin and lucentis, both developed by Genentech but only the latter has been FDA approved for AMD use and Genentech does not want the specialists to use the alternative. The price differential is immense. So you can see that the higher profit is likely in the higher priced one. I haven't seen a claim process through my coverages yet, but the figures mentioned were something like the avastin only costing about one-third of the other. I have no problem with using the avastin......I knew before hand through searching on the net of all this.

The procedure was tolerable and the eye area felt bruised and uncomfortable for four or five days, then there is aftercare routine of eyedrops, etc. which are more a nuisance than anything else. The newbie doc was very skilled in doing the injection and the nursing and tech team also seemed very well co-ordinated. The problem that day was that I got misplaced on the human conveyor belt of handling a busy practice and the tech that handled the OCT imaging had never worked at the location previously and did not know where to find me when my turn to be imaged came up, he went to the front waiting room and called for me but the nurse tech had sent me to wait for that procedure in the back waiting room that the OCT guy didn't know existed. Finally it was noticed that I was in that waiting room a long long time, before someone asked me if I were waiting for another patient, (it turns out this is the newbie doc) so I said "I am a patient and am waiting for my OCT imaging, so he got that straightened out. This consumed much more time and I was there for over four hours and by the time I received the injection the short winter daylight was disappearing.

I had been assured by both my opthalmologist and the retinologists' staff that I would be able to do my own driving afterwards. WRONG!!! It was like driving blind, the riskiest thing I have ever experienced. From all the dilation, the headlights, streetlights all literally blinded me. I had enough forethought to not take the freeway, thinking if I ran into a problem it would be easier to be driving at the slower speeds on the arterial streets, but the frequency of the traffic control lights only added to the difficulty. I made it home safely but vowed that my next appointment would not be in the afternoon.

So off I went today for the 10:45 a.m. appointment. After the routine eye exam, dilating, OCT imaging (skipped the fluorescin image this time) - I was prepped for the injection. Only this time I felt they did not get the eyeball numbed completely and remarked to the tech that I could still feel the burning of the numbing drops etc. and I repeated that observation to my regular retinologist when he walked in to inject the avastin. He did not inform me of what the imaging showed etc, which I expected. He did the injection, and it was much more felt than the initial one in October. I was also a bit ticked because I wanted to know how the imaging compared so when the tech came back to clean up the eye I told her I wanted information about imaging results so off she trotted to fetch the doctor, but he was involved with another patient and soon another strange doctor came in, introduced himself, said he reviewed the imaging and that there was no decisive change. So much for technology. I knew that over the time since the first injection that I could not detect any positive improvement but I thought the superiority of the OCT process could be more definitive.

I dawdled taking my time at the elevator and took my time getting to my car in the darkened parking garage - letting my eyes readjust, had on dark glasses but even after sitting in the car for around fifteen minutes and munching some crackers and quenching my thirst with the water I always have with me.......the vision was still bothersome, the right eye useless and the left was like looking through frosted glass. So again I took to the streets with a bit of trepidation and a determination be totally focused on driving safely home, which I did....but next appointment I do plan to make arrangements for a spare driver.

The whole experience left me with ruffled feathers. Now I am faced with whether I want to tell the office that I want any further injections to be done by the doctor that did the initial one or stick with my regular retinologist.

There is more. When given the aftercare sheet indicating the eye drop schedule, it was entirely different from the first. When I questioned that, the nurse says each doc has his way of doing the procedure and the aftercare! With the first - two different types of drops were used for a week, One an antibiotic to avoid infection the other a prednisone type, used for a period of a week four times daily after the first day when you dose on an every two hour schedule. This second instruction uses only the antibiotic for four days. No prescriptions were offered so I questioned whether there would be enough from the small bottle of the antibiotic one scripted the initial time to finish this time. The answer I got was that the orginal normally is written for two refills and if not to get back to them. In retrospect I should have checked with the pharmacy - that 20/20 hindsight stuff - and I had not taken the original meds along to the appointment since they are refrigerated. Soooo- you guessed it-- there are zero refills on the original so twice I tried reaching the office to tell them to call a new RX into the pharmacy and couldn't get through, put on hold and either dropped or forgotten. Perhaps overnight I will regain some patience, but this is big on inefficiency and low on the previous standards that I have experienced through the years at this office and by my regular retinologist. And how do I solve the possible professional egos that seem apparent, or am I imagining that?

Groan.......I don't appreciate being in this position. Time is so lacking for these specialists in high demand that I can't do what I would like which is sit down with my opthalmologist and sort it through with him, he knows these pros......and should appreciate the patients point of view.

I guess when I get in touch to have the script renewed I will just broach this matter with whomever I get on the phone and see what is advised.



graysmoke

Sunday, November 23, 2008

AFTERTHOUGHTS

The 'puter is acting up today. Let's see if I can complete this post.



Often when not near the pc, I have thoughts that I wish to write and post so I grab any paper handy and scribble.



I didn't date the scribble but in reading it over I decided to publish what I wrote sometime after the election and it was probably only a couple of days afterwards.





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It has taken a bit of time to dedcompress after the results of the election.


Even now, I feel elated about the results and excited about the future, while realistically I am cobnitive of the wreckage facing the nation after the eight year reign of ignorand, irresponsibility, muscle politics and corruption.


SAVED!!! from more of same, or worse, by McCain's defeat - if you look at how poorly run his campaign was, how fragmented and misled - then perhaps you can understand why I feared a McCain win more than another terrorist attack.
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Wednesday, November 05, 2008

PINCH Yourself

Yes it really happened.

It was not a dream.......


The race barrier has been scaled.

Unity can exist.

Hope and challenges can win.

Leadership is alive and well again in the USA!

Negative attacks DO NOT work........let that lesson sink in for four years.


The electoral score is very positive for our future as a nation.

On to that future.......


graysmoke

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

CLINCHED!

Obama has been predicted as winner in two significant battleground states, Pennsylvania and Ohio........he now has 192 electoral votes compared to 72 for McCain.....seems clear to me that McCain cannot catch up.......suits me to a tee.


graysmoke

VOTED!!

A bit after noontime locally, I went up to the administration building where our precinct is using one of the public rooms for its polling site. Active, but no waiting. I asked what kind of turnout they had earlier and the poll workers said they were very busy earlier.

Again watching on the telly. Seems Florida can foul up in more ways than other states. A reporter was just talking about how the second ballot page was not given to many of the earlier voters. Just got in on the end of it so will go look up more info, thank heavens for the internet.

graysmoke

Sweating it out

Today I am feeling punk, sore throat and cold symptoms, and for someone with my chronic pulmonary diseases, that development is always unwelcome. And particularly today.

I have delayed going up to vote, we have our polling location right here in our adult community, so can't say what the turnout looks like here yet. I am going to try doing it in about an hour and a half.

Meanwhile I am trying to see what is going on across the states by switching between CNN, MSNBC and C-Span.

Encouraged by hearing how many students were showing up at Penn State.......it is such a significant battlground .......and the huge student turnout bodes well for Obama.


graysmoke

Monday, November 03, 2008

The FEAR Bomb Drops

Here in Arizona the last three days we are being treated to attack ad equivalent of carpet bombing. Possibly because McCain's certainty of winning his home state has been put in question by some polling results.

The ad I have seen half a dozen times today ( and I have been away from the house most of the day) is one featuring Rev. Wrong. Now don't tell me you don't know who I mean!

Why this particular ad here? I can guess......... but what do you think? Okay take four tries.

Let's hope the FEAR buttons have been so overused they no longer trigger responsiveness. But in the persistent campaigning I see Palin and McCain are still tossing the talking points around. Go ahead count up how many warnings you have about what dire things are in store for you IF you vote for Obama. They deserve to lose........a shameless way to try to win, let's even call it dishonorable.


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Sunday, November 02, 2008

Can I Borrow Some Patience?

Or has everyone expended their supply too?



My edginess for wanting this election finished is impeding my efficiency! Not that I hadn't lost a lot of that through the years. But I seem to be trying to run on empty. There are dozens of tasks awaiting my attention, and plants from the nursery to transfer into my pots for winter bloom, the dust,laundry and ironig is accumulating fast, the dust especially now that it is cool enough to have the doors open most of the day....and I don't wander far from the telly......where there is little new but the talking heads continue to regurgitate what they have been peddling for almost two years now. Except with a note of reality interjected because they will not have the campaign race to pontificate on after Tuesday and there is only so much to be said after the counting.



I watched the biographical broadcasts on CNN yesterday. I particularly like the Obama one, hope it impressed a bunch of those voters that claim they do not know enough about him. I wonder if those will be rebroadcast.......maybe I will try to look that up or see if they are available online . Of course I could fill in all the empty spaces in the McCain one because of being a resident of Arizona. Perhaps, Illini would say that about Obama. But I rather doubt it since personal information is not as readily known over the racial divides.



Seriously, I will be in a deep emotional pit if McCain would by some hook or crook, win.



I would immediately renew my passport and choose my expat destination. As I see it, America's future would no longer exist. The Titanic will sink. Funny how all those highly placed political appointees were only paying attention to ice cubes and missed the icebergs.